Monday, September 17, 2007
8:45 PM
people, I`M BACK.anyone miss me?nehmind. i`m crapping.the most ridiculous thing i ever did today is cleaning the entire homec kitchen.IS SO ER XIN PL0Xthe most lame-st thing i ever did is stare at something and not doing my malay work.who cares?we are given task to use song lyrics and make it into story.before that, my teacher alr ask us to print song lyrics we like.then she said if you don`t print, write down of foolscap the lyrics. -.-if you ask me, i can`t be bothered about malay songs.i don`t even listen to one.even if i listen, i don`t know the lyrics.the meaning of lyrics i also would not understand and know.You`re the one who make my life brighten up again,
You`re the reason that make me love again,
Although I promised myself not to.
You make me forget about my cruel reality,
but now everything had changed.
You`re the one who make my life dull,
Ever since you left me.
I`m jealous of you with my other friends,
They are flirting with you,
Making use of you with your talents,
Don`t be deceive.
I love you more than ever,
Even if you left me.
But our relationship will soon fade away &
soon we will not be able to recognise each other.
I still remember the times we had together,
it seems like yesterday we had just met each other.
But I won`t be able to be close with you,
just like the past.
You were my one and only msn games partner &
No one else.
I spent most of my afternoon playing with you,
Recalling back the games we played with each other.
But now you`re gone,
We head to diffrent directions &
Without knowing what lies beyond the silver lining.
My life become useless without you,
Without knowing where to go.
I`m just a lonely soul that
Don`t even deserve to live in this world.
After I found out that you were with someone else,
My heart just broke into pieces.
Furthermore, someone told you that I love you,
& you just rejected me with all your heart
& without thinking the consequences
& the words that you spitted out to me.
You`re cruel,
You`re heartless.
Our past were useless?
Wasting of time?
Only memories can be replayed in mind.
We just show off attitude when being with each other
& trying to get out own dignity of life.
Most importantly,
You LIED.
You lied about hacing steads.
You said you don`t even one to have steads,
That`s because you`re anti-love & stead.
But you stead with your old friend.
What`s the meaning of this?
Even if I love you,
I don`t even think of steads.
Just a very close guy friend,
Very close,
but not steads.
Now we both move to another direction,
forgetting our relationship.
I was attracted with anoher guy,
Although I`m not supposed to.
I promised myself not to fall in love with any other guys,
Anymore.
But I broke it,
Just broke my promise.
I fell in love with him,
Just him.
I think about him everyday,
every second.
But now, i Just don`t know,
I am just a mouse in a complicated maze.
Don`t know which direction to go,
Just stuck with all my problems with me.
I`ll be waiting for you,
Here inside my heart.
I`m the one who wants to love you more.
I don`t even think i deserve to live,
Just let me die for a very good reason.
Just wanted to be with you
% eliina -
